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Tuesday, 28 February 2017

"One Shot" by Lee Child (Review)

            One Shot Review

Basic Info: 

Originally published2005
AuthorLee Child
Preceded byThe Enemy
Followed byThe Hard Way
AdaptationsJack Reacher (2012)
GenresFiction, Novel, Thriller, Suspense, Mystery

Review: Way better than the Movie!

I watched the Reacher movie some time ago, which is based of One Shot, and when I read the book, I was surprised how different and how much better the book was. First off, of course, comes casting Tom Cruise as the 6.5 foot, 250 lbs Reacher, which was just ridiculous. Then we have multiple characters missing in the movie, the biggest probably being Ann Yanni. Multiple plot points are missing or changed, but they didn't really bother me. Until the end. In the book, there is no final "boss" fight scene, typical for tween movies...instead we have Reacher stalking and butchering guys with a knife, kicking in their heads, and crushing them, etc.

When I started One Shot I was afraid that the book would probably be as bad as the movie, and would feel sort of repetitious, but a few chapters in, I was hooked, and typically for the Reacher books, couldn't put it down. There were a few fight scenes, but not that many, although the last scene was memorable. So yeah, 8/10 or in the case of Goodreads, 4/5. 

Sunday, 26 February 2017

"Gone Tomorrow" by Lee Child (Review)

                Gone Tomorrow Review 

                       

Basic Info:

Gone Tomorrow is the thirteenth book in the Jack Reacher series written by Lee Child. It was published on 23 April 2009 in the United Kingdom and 19 May 2009 in the USA. This is one of at least six Reacher novels written in the first person.


Review: Extremely intense, extremely violent thriller is adrenaline-filled.

Reacher is sitting in a subway in New York, and spots what he believes is a suicide bomber, about to blow herself up. The story quickly unravels on from there, with multiple twists and turns, as the story gets both deeper, and darker. There were only a few action scenes in this novel, but to be honest, I don't really care. I just love to see Reacher figuring, thinking, analyzing. But be warned: this thriller does feature extremely disturbing violence, an implied sex scene, and some mild language. My rating is 8/10, or on Goodreads  4/5.

Friday, 24 February 2017

"Echo Burning" by Lee Child (Review)

                 Echo Burning Review

Basic Info: 

Echo Burning is the fifth novel in the Jack Reacher series written by Lee Child. It was published in 2001 by Putnam in America and Bantam in the United Kingdom. Wikipedia

Review: Excellent, intense thriller could have used a bit more action.

This is my third novel by acclaimed author Lee Child, and it's definitely satisfying. The pace is very fast and keeps up the tension. Reacher is picked up by a rich, young woman who's husband is in jail, and when he comes out, she's afraid that he'll kill her, so she wants Reacher to finish him off. Reacher, not being a cold-blooded killer for hire, declines politely, but agrees to go to her ranch with her and act as a sort of temporary guard.

Although Echo Burning could have used a little more action, and the character of the woman lawyer was just annoying and unnecessary in my opinion, this novel was still very satisfying, and it was cool to watch Reacher riding a horse for the first time, and interact with a kid for the first time, and so on. So yes, 8/10 or in the case of Goodreads, 4/5. 

Tuesday, 21 February 2017

"Breakheart Pass" by Alistair MacLean (Review)

          Breakheart Pass Review

Basic Info:

Breakheart Pass is a novel by Alistair MacLean, first published in 1974. It was a departure for MacLean in that, despite the thriller novel plot, the setting is essentially that of a western novel, set in America in the 19th century.

Review: Forgettable Western, not that thrilling or realistic.

MacLean is a mixed author for me, with some books I love, and some books I hate, and this is one that occupies the middle space, so it's OK as a quick, cheap read when you're on a long car ride or something; otherwise, Breakheart Pass isn't special, and quickly forgettable. It has some nice dialogue, but I just felt that the characters were all rather flat and undeveloped. Still, and OK read, which I give 5/10, or in the case of Goodreads: 2/5.

"Heidi" by Johanna Spyri (Review)

                                Heidi Review

Basic Info:

Orphaned Heidi lives with her gruff but caring grandfather on the side of Swiss mountain, where she befriends young Peter the goat-herd. She leads an idyllic life, until she is forced to leave the mountain she has always known to go and live with a sickly girl in the city. Will Heidi ever see her grandfather again? A classic tale of a young girl's coming-of-age, of friendship, and familial love.

Review: Sweet, innocent tale of a girl in the Mountains.

I've read this book several times now, one or two times in English, and the rest in German, and I have to say, I actually quite like this sweet book. It's a change from all the dark crime, non-fiction, thrillers, and autobiographies, and it proves that an innocent child pretty much alone in the mountains can still be enjoyed, no matter how old you are. The story is simple, but it works, and the feelings are true, feelings that everyone knows. To be honest, I can't really find anything wrong about this book, except maybe the odd plot point here and there, but otherwise, I give it 7/10, or in the case of Goodreads, 3/5.

Friday, 17 February 2017

The Pounding Rain: Chapter One

                    The Pounding Rain: Chapter One


   A bright, cold, white light was shining onto his closed eyelids. They slowly opened, revealing bloodshot eyes, then closed again. A few minutes later, he opened them again. His eyes hurt, but considering that his body was an entire incantation of pain, his eyes were nothing.
   McCall rolled painfully onto his stomach. Slowly, trying to move as little as possible. The first things he saw were the remains of his home, almost completely warped and destroyed by the ravaging flames.
   McCall stretched out his arms, fingers digging into the hard-packed earth, and with a thrust, propelled himself forward. First the house.
   After ten slow minutes of this travelling, pausing every few minutes to take a few rasping breaths, then continuing, he was lying in front of the charred door frame.
   McCall reached out a hand to the right post of his blackened doorway, and knuckles whitening, propped himself up to a kneeling position. 
   Still holding the doorway for support, he painfully, shakily, stood up. He felt blood trickling it's way down his back. He took a tottering step forward. Agony shot up his legs to his chest, and he gasped. But he steeled himself, and took a few more throbbing steps, bent, facing the floor.
   He looked around for the remains of his wife, but found nothing. She'd been right int the epicenter of the fire-storm. McCall's eyes scanned the room, but anything that might have been useful had long burned to ash.
   His home had been small, with a table to the right of the room, a small kitchenette at the back, in an alcove, and a ladder leading up to the loft where the children had once slept.
   Hot tears welled up in his eyes, and he turned away, back outside, a tear slowly streaking it's way to the corner of his mouth, where it hung for a moment, the sun's morning rays catching it, before it dropped onto the ground.
   He made his way slowly to the side of the house, where the large barrel of water had once stood, and which was now severely blackened, most of the wood destroyed.
Beside it lay two charred forms of what had once been human, but now their countenance was vile, monstrous, inhuman.
   Tears were streaming down his face. McCall's eyes couldn't avert themselves of what once had been his children. He turned away, facing the place where he had fallen unconscious, and walked a few steps, until the torment defeated him, and he fell onto all fours, crawling forwards, cursing the murderers of himself and his family with each passing second.
   Finally he reached the edge of the clearing, and rested for a few minutes, then continued in the direction of a small creek, not far from the house. If you were able to walk.
   McCall could see the creek now, and after a few moments, reached it, and submerged his head under the cold, clear water, and felt the water giving him strength, new life, and the ability to think clearly.
   He studied his reflection. A strained, bloody, haggard face, surrounded by long, brown, wavy hair, and a goatee beard, stared intensely back at him.
   McCall thought about his wounds, and realized that there was nothing he could really do right now. He had lost a lot of blood, and was going to lose more, but as long as he ate well, his body would slowly create new blood. No, what worried him most right now was the risk of an infection, as a lot of dirt had come into his wounds, and although it was mostly clean, he was still worried.
   Food and drink he could probably get along the way, but the question was in which direction he should go. If he followed the direction the riders had taken, he would enter a barren, freezing, hostile desolation, where there was no human residence for days, even for a healthy man, and survival would be practically impossible.
   The odds were already against him as they were.
   But if he went in the opposite direction, he would find water and food, and after a few weeks he would come to a small town if he remembered rightly, for he had shut himself off from society, as everything he needed had been provided from nature.
   A healthy man, in good weather, and with plenty of provisions, would arrive in the town in a few days, but in his condition it would take him about two weeks. 
   Maybe never.
   And he needed clothes. McCall only had a shirt, pants, and boots right now. 
   The discarded blanket, in the clearing. 
   He crawled to the blanket, and hefted it up. It was very heavy, and he didn't fancy the prospect of lugging it behind him for days, but at least it would keep him alive.
   Hopefully.
   He slowly vanished into the trees, on the road for vengeance. 
   
   

Tuesday, 14 February 2017

"A Time to Kill" by John Grisham (Review)

          A Time to Kill Book Review


The first novel of John Grisham, first published in 1989, is great, but not a classic. This was my first Grisham Legal Thriller, and although the pace slowed down a bit too much in some parts, and the character of Ellen Roark was just unnecessary in my opinion, and mainly served to just lengthen the story. But the drive here was very interesting and appealing, about whether a jury would acquit a black man who had killed the men who had raped his daughter, and that story-line was just all for me. 8/10 or in the case of Goodreads 3.5/4.

"The Pelican Brief" by John Grisham (Review)

   The Pelican Brief Book Review 

Basic Info:

The Pelican Brief is a legal-suspense thriller written by John Grisham in 1992. It is his third novel after A Time To Kill and The Firm. The hardcover edition was published by Doubleday in that same year.Wikipedia
Adaptations: The Pelican Brief (1993)
Publisher: Doubleday
CharactersDarby ShawGray GranthamThomas CallahanFletcher ColeF. Denton Voyles
Genres: Fiction, Novel, Legal thriller, 

Review:

I really liked A Time to Kill and although Pelican Brief is only my second book by Grisham, it still wasn't that great. It's story is well developed and told, with (mostly) interesting characters to sympathize with. I liked the fact that the swearing was pretty mild here, unlike other excellent books which just have too much swearing for comfort. On the other hand, it wasn't all THAT thrilling, and in some parts the story just dragged on a bit, albeit it was still interesting. So in the end, a good, but not great, legal thriller. 6/10 or in the case of Goodreads, 2/5.

Thursday, 9 February 2017

"61 Hours" by Lee Child (Review)

                     61 Hours Review

Basic Info:

Originally published: March 18, 2010
Author: Lee Child
Preceded by: Gone Tomorrow
Followed by: Worth Dying For
Page count: 448
Genres: Novel, Thriller

Review:

An excellent thriller, but most people say that this book hasn't got enough action, compared to the other Reacher thrillers, but to be honest, that doesn't really bother me. Using the "X hours to go" kind of thing really worked for me, cranking up the tension to nearly breaking point.The suspense in this thriller is not really the Agatha Christie sort of suspense, where you just want to find out who the bad guy is, and nearly always end up being surprised. The Jack Reacher suspense lies in trying to figure out what will happen next, and I have to say, in that point, it totally succeeds. I just bombed through, puzzling over what would happen next, and being nearly unable to put the thing down. So yeah, for me 7/10 stars, or in the case of Goodreads, 3/5

Wednesday, 8 February 2017

"The Murder of Roger Ackroyd" by Agatha Christie (Review)

  The Murder of Roger Ackroyd Review 

 Basic Info:

Originally published: June 1926
Author: Agatha Christie
Genre: Crime Fiction
Publisher: William Collins, Sons
Preceded by: Poirot Investigates

Review:

This is a true crime classic, and I doubt if anyone who reads hasn't heard of it yet, so I'll jump straight in.

First off, the story line is that in the village of King's Abbot, a widow's sudden suicide sparks rumors that she was blackmailed by someone, and that he had an affair with the rich Roger Ackroyd. But when Ackroyd is murdered in his own study, Poirot finds that there are suspects crawling around the place. Aided by narrator James Sheppard, Poirot seeks out the truth.

This was the wildly successful novel that started off Christie's famous career, earning her the prestigious title, "The Queen of Crime". This is "The Usual Suspects" of crime literature, and once read, is unforgettable. The fun lies in reading it again, and seeing how Christie tricked you into thinking exactly what she wanted you to think, just with her words. The tale is spun skillfully around you, immersing you completely, until the sudden realization hits you like cold water, leaving you gasping for a few seconds.Yes, this novel is must-read, if you're into crime thrillers.   

The Pounding Rain (Prologue)

             The Pounding Rain (Prologue)

(This is my own novel I've been working on for more than a year, and I decided to start posting it to my blog, or I might create a new blog just for this book. Enjoy!)

   There were about 8 or 9 of them. They came on the Third of March, at One in the morning. Two held him down, while his wife was raped, and had every major bone in her body broken, before her face was slashed, and her throat cut. His two children were taken outside, where they were beaten with whips, and sticks, then drowned in a barrel of water, one after the other. Their screams and cries were clearly audible inside the house, and he tried to break himself free, screaming his family's names over and over again, before he was slashed, and stabbed by large bowie knives and switchblades.
   He felt the knives entering his writhing body, cleaving through flesh and sinew, till he could feel the blade of each knife striking his bone. 
   After a few minutes, which felt like the eternity of Heaven and Hell, they stopped, drew their knives out of him, wiping his blood from their arms and faces, laughed, and set about ransacking the entire house.
   They took the ring he'd given his wife for their wedding, her jewelry, his entirely precious gold watch, his horses, anything that was worth something, and went outside, while one of them splashed oil over part of the floors and the walls, and set a match to the thin trail of oil leading outside.
   The flames erupted, and licked the wallpaper, with a growl reminiscent of a lion being starved.
   The man heard them riding away, and swore to himself that he would survive, if only to revenge himself on those who had killed, tortured, robbed, raped, and drowned his family.
   He had to decide quickly on whether he should desert his dead family or not, but he knew in his heart that he had no other choice. He started crawling, and he could feel the edges of his open wounds dragging across the hard, wooden floor, and he screamed, screamed in agony, in pain, and in a rage which temporarily lent him inhuman strength, and for a few moments, he couldn't even feel the burning pain, only a rage; a rage so great that he imagined that he would die with the intensity of it. He could feel the fire stalking him across the floor.
   Grab a breath. If you breathe you're alive.
   With each precious breath, he could feel his chest, wet with crimson, sticky blood, rising and falling. He crawled slowly out the open front door, and to the edge of the small clearing where his house stood, and watched the house cremating his loved ones.
   Sean McCall's stars faded to black, and he fell into merciful oblivion. 

Tuesday, 7 February 2017

"Worth Dying For" by Lee Child (Review)

          Worth Dying For Review

                                                

Basic Info:

Author: Lee Child
Preceded by: 61 Hours
Followed by: The Affair
Page count: 440
Genres: Novel, Thriller

Review:

This is the second Jack Reacher book I've now read, and I have to say, if all the Reacher books are like this, dang, they're gonna be the best thriller series of nearly all time!
The story is that the now wounded, vulnerable Reacher arrives in a small town in Nebraska, where the Duncan family rules, and strikes fear into the hearts of the defenseless citizens. Reachers plan is to drink a coffee, then move on to Virginia. But when he sees a woman brutally beaten by her husband, Seth Duncan, he steps in. But it's the unsolved case of an eight-year old girl that he just can't let go.

This is an extremely brutal, extremely intense thriller, which keeps you permanently on the edge of your seat. Reacher is the sort of guy you'd have nightmares from if you are a criminal, and the sort of guy you'd like to have helping you when there's trouble around the corner. There are a lot of violent fight scenes, and especially one scene just stuck in my mind. The end solution might be shocking, and even the normal tough Reacher was troubled at the end.
So yeah, for me, 8/10 stars, or in the case of Goodreads, 4/5 stars.

Monday, 6 February 2017

Hit: A Short Story

                         Hit: A Short Story

                          
(This is just a small story written by me, for my own amusement, and it's honestly, embarassing as all heck, but still, if you like this, and would like more stories, please like, and comment.)
   

The rain hammered onto the road. Rain dripped through my hair, and down my face, where a few drops were caught by my eyelashes, hanging there for a few seconds, then fell in slow-motion onto the pavement at my feet.
    I stared at the road, my body trying to preserve the heat by concentrating to my core, leaving my hands, arms, legs, and feet cold and devoid of feeling in my sodden clothes.
      I glanced at my watch. It was only 6 p.m, but it was already dark, because of the heavy, brooding clouds.
     A bad day, for bad things.
    At last, 5 eternal minutes later, a car arrived, its glowing headlights creating a path of light through the driving rain. The black Mercedes slowed down, and came to a stop right in front of me. I hastily opened the door, and got in, and we were off again.
     "Well, you sure took your time about it." I said accusingly.
     "I'm sorry, but there were unexpected delays." Mike complained, trying, and failing utterly, to look chagrined.
     With slicked black hair, friendly face, and always immaculate clothes, he was the living dream of the perfect big-city banker.
      I eased my sodden frame around in the seat, sighing relieved.
      "I'm afraid your seat is never going to be the same again." I told him.
      "Don't you worry about that, Dom," he said cheerfully. "Plenty more where this came from." 
      "Well, lucky you." I grunted, and relapsed into silence.  
      The car engine ran smoothly, but Mike being a bit of a reckless driver, and the car speeding along the wet roads, great swathes of water sprayed from the car's sides, a bit like a speedboat on water.
       At last, I broke the silence.
       "So what's new? Has he agreed to our offer?"
       It was a while before he answered. "No. That's why they called you in."
       Instead of replying, I reached into my inner jacket pocket, took out a pack of cigarettes, drew one out, put it into my mouth, and taking out a Golden Zippo lighter, lit it.
      Mike glanced at the cigarette, then looked nonchalantly back at the road.
      "I thought you quit."
      "I did," I mumbled. "But tonight...and for the image.."
      After a bit of silence, I asked: "So where we goin'?"
      "The boss staged a party tonight, as a sort of cover." Mike explained. "My job tonight is to bring you there, where he'll meet with you personally, and give you all the details." He eyed me critically. "But first you're gonna need some clothes. Proper clothes, I mean. There are politicians, lawyers, judges, and all those swell folk over there tonight. We don't want you to come in looking like a scarecrow."
     I just exhaled smoke slowly, and glanced at the digital clock on the dashboard. 6:45 p.m.
     15 minutes later, we arrived at a large residence in the middle of a huge park. It was hard to tell that we were still in the city, although these were the outskirts.
     We got out of the car, climbed up the huge steps, and to the front door, amid large, Grecian-looking pillars.
     Mike pressed the large bronze bell, and a deep ring emanated from somewhere deep inside.
     A few minutes later, the door was opened by a man who looked like a banker, but was in reality the butler, and was about as friendly and welcoming as Bigfoot.
    "This is him." Mike told him quietly, nodding at me. "You know what to do." Saying goodbye to me, he walked down the steps, got into the car, and raced off.
    When he had gone, I turned back to the butler, who motioned for me to follow him.
    We walked along the kilometer hallway, up two flights of stairs, to a small dressing room, where he opened the door, and bade me enter, closing the door after me.
    I found myself in a small room, with a very large mirror at one wall, and clothes at the other.
    After some consideration, I chose a suit of the kind worn at weddings: black trousers, shined black shoes, white shirt with black tie, and an elegant black jacket. 
    Then I arranged my long hair, combing it behind the ears, and took a small look at my trimmed beard. I was looking fly, feeling depressed. Again.
    I nodded at my reflection in the mirror, satisfied, and opening the door, went outside, where the butler stood waiting, looking about as alive as a polar cap.
    "Okay." I said, and he led me downstairs, to an enormous set of doors, and opening one, ushered me inside.
    The hall was huge. There was a band playing quietly some nostalgic, Victorian tunes, to which about fifteen couples danced slowly, in the middle of the hall.
    All around them, people were standing, sitting at round tables, eating, drinking, smoking, chatting.
    I adjusted my tie, and casually followed the butler to a large, broad-shouldered man who was standing next to a blonde woman, holding a glass of champagne in his hand, and chatting amiably with another black-haired woman and a blonde man.
    I coughed politely , and he turned to me, making a sign at the butler, who left.
    "Ah! Dom, my boy, how are you? Glad you could make it!" he said, wringing my hand forcefully, and trying to break numerous bones, apparently, before turning to the man and woman he had been talking to.
    "Cora, John, this is Dominic Masters, who works for me sometimes, and is a very capable young man." Turning back to me, he introduced them to me.
    "Dom ,this is John Key and Cora Engel, good friends of mine."
    He didn't introduce me to the woman at his side, and I had a feeling that it was better that way.
    I nodded to them in greeting.
    Cora Engel smiled at me, and asked: " So how do you help Mr. Farricane?"
    I glanced at Farricane, and answered slowly: "Well, I...I solve his problems. I break them down into little pieces, that kind of thing."
    "Really?" commented John Key, smiling a crocodile smile.
    My gaze wandered the hall, then flicked back to Key. "Yes, I'm a professional who's highly paid." I said steadily.
    "But you're not American, are you?" Engel said.
    It was a few seconds before I answered: "No. Not full-blooded. But I've lived most of my life in America, and my father was American; well, his roots are in Ireland, but..."
    I shrugged. "And your mother?" she asked.
    My green eyes narrowed slightly, a completely involuntary reflex, whenever my mother came up during the course of any conversation. "She was Mexican, and died in Juárez."
    Farricane cleared his throat, and said: "If you will please excuse us for a minute, lady and gentleman, as me and my young friend have important business matters to discuss." He ignored the woman by his side.
    We walked away slowly, side by side.
    He shuddered. "God, I hate that witch. But I have a character to uphold."
    I scoffed. "Yeeah, let's not. Let's get down to business."
    "Sure," he agreed. "The subject is two hours car ride from here, in a small hotel, downtown. You will be provided with a car and the tools for the job. I want it quick and clean. If anything can be traced back to us, this war, this transaction, this...this operation is finished, and years of hard work will have been destroyed. You will receive a large (secret) bonus for this, on your already big salary."
   After a pause, he said: "OK, I'll have to go back now, and pretend I'm just as animalistic, and disgusting as them. Good luck. My butler will see to your needs."
   He left, and his butler came. A few minutes later, I'd left the hall.
   20 minutes later, I was standing at the bottom of the stairs outside, when my car for the night rolled up, a black BMW X6. The butler got out, leaving the engine purring, and I got in, without a word being exchanged between us. He closed the door, and I sped away.
   While keeping an eye on the road, I opened the glove compartment, extracted a Beretta M9 with leather-gloved hands, glanced at it, and put it on the passenger seat beside mine.
   The Beretta M9 was first adopted by the US army in 1985. A powerful and very able weapon, it was made for tonights job.
   Using the bluetooth in my car, I dialed my home number.
   "Yes, hello?" My son.
   "Hey Jamie, it's Dad. Give the phone to Mum, will you? Attaboy."
   There was silence at the other end for a few seconds, then a female voice tuned in.
   "Dom ,where are you?"
   "Yeah, it's great to hear you too." I laughed, and continued: "I just wanted to tell you that I'm working tonight, so I won't be home before tomorrow."
   She sighed. "If you must. But take care of yourself Dom."
   "I will, Jenny. I'll see you tomorrow, so go to bed, and sweet dreams."
   "Good night, Dom."
   She hung up, and I smiled in the darkness. My family was the only thing in the world I would have gladly put down my life for, and maybe that was why I was doing this job: to protect them from worse things, things could tear us apart, in more ways than one.
   This is life, pal. Do what you were born for, made for, lived for.
   I had put thin, black leather gloves on before I'd got in the car, so as not to leave any fingerprints, and was now drumming my fingers nonchalantly on the wheel, as I guided the car easily through the black, empty streets, until I caught sight of the small hotel.
  I braked to a stop just in front of the hotel, thought for a few seconds, then drove slowly into a small side-street, parked, turned off the engine and extracted the key. I reached over for my M9, stuck it into my trousers, at the small of my back, and got out of the car.
  I breathed deeply several times, my eyes closed, deep in thought.
  Show time.
  The street was nearly empty, except for a few pedestrians and a car every now and then.
  I strolled easily to the hotel, entered the shabby front door, and walked to the reception, where a young, tired-looking man was typing on his computer and looked up as I leaned my elbow on the counter, and smiled at him.
  Friendly. As innocent as a choir boy. A nice guy with nothing to hide.
 "Good evening." I began. "My friend checked in here a few days ago, and I've come to see him. But he forgot to tell me his room number, so if you could please give it to me, I'd be very grateful."
  He turned to his computer. "Could you tell me his name, Sir?"
  "Ah, sure. His name is Logan Harper."
  He pursed his mouth. "Ooookay, I got it. His room number is 11."
  I thanked him, and and walked to the small elevator, opposite the receptionist. I pressed the "Open" button with my thumb, before stepping in and pressing the button labelled 2. 
  A few seconds later, the doors opened again, and I stepped into the small, narrow hallway. I glanced at the numbers on the doors, until I saw Room 11, the third door on my right.
  I went up to it, and examined the lock carefully.
  This lock would be easy to open. I wondered why he hadn't checked into a larger, more expensive and safe hotel, which still wouldn't have stopped me, but at least he would have tried. But he had probably thought that it would be easier for him to remain undetected in this cramped, inconspicuous "hotel".
  Stupid.
  I took out my set of skeleton keys, and went to work.
  Within half a minute, I had the lock, and was pushing the door gently open with one hand, while drawing out my Beretta and holding it loosely, pointing toward the floor.
  I waited for noise. 
  Nothing.
  I passed inside the room, aiming the M9 with both hands at the bed, which I could just discern in the darkness, and crept stealthily up to it. A cat creeping up on a pigeon on an sunbathed lawn had nothing on me. 
  Harper was snoring quietly. 
   I reached for his shoulder, and shook him roughly, until he opened his eyes, and saw me. He opened his mouth to scream out, but when I showed him my gun, his clapped his mouth shut pretty fast.
   "Good evening, Mr. Harper. Could you please stand up?"
   Keep your voice friendly, melodic. Calm him down. Put on a show.
   He hesitated, but I shoved the pistol into his face, so he stood up.
   "Turn around." I ordered.
   He turned around. I hit him, just behind the ear. with the bottom of the pistol-grip, caught him as he collapsed like a felled tree, and dumped him unceremoniously onto the bed. 
   I proceeded to gag him using a small, longish towel, which I found in the claustrophobic toilet, then took out a pair of slim handcuffs which I always carried around with me, and clapped them onto his wrists, arms behind his back, the typical stance for prisoners. 
   I unclipped my paracord bracelet around my wrist, and unraveled  the thin, but extremely strong paracord, tied one end firmly around Harpers wrist and just wrapped the other end a few times around my palm, then walked to the window, which was located above the alley where my car stood, and opened it carefully, before returning to Harper and dragging him to the open window. 
   I took a deep breath, and lifted him up, panting with the effort, and heaved him slowly through the window. I had left enough slack paracord so that he wouldn't hit the ground, just hang inches above it. 
   I left him swinging in the air by his wrist for a few seconds while I grabbed my breath, then lowered him to the ground, unwrapped the rope from my hand, closed the window, and grabbing his room key from his bedside table, left the room, closing the door behind me with a quiet hand. 
   This time, I didn't use the elevator, as the receptionist would inevitably catch sight of me as the elevator doors opened, no matter what I did. But the stairs were located at the side of the reception area, on his left, and he was much less likely to notice me.
   I prowled down the stairs, doing my best to keep in the shadows, until I was back in the reception. I scanned the room, saw the man behind the counter turn around to the ringing telephone, and pressing it to his ear and turning around.
   Perfect.
   I loped across the floor, up to the counter, and discreetly deposited Harpers room key onto the counter, so that it wasn't in full view, but at the same time not immediately eye-catching, and stepped back a few steps.
   The young man hung up, and turned around, just seeing me stride up.
   "Finished so soon, Sir?" he inquired.
   I frowned slightly. "No, it seems as if he wasn't in."
   He raised his eyebrows, and looked confused. "But that would mean that he's outside, and if that is the case, where is his room key?"
   (In some hotels you always have to turn in your key whenever you go outside, in case that it might get lost or something.)
   I started theatrically, and pointed at Harpers key. "Whose key is that?" 
   He grabbed it and groaned. "It is his key! He must have gone out when I went to the lavatory, or was telephoning. I'm so sorry Sir!"
    Lavatory. Aren't we refined. I smiled benevolently. "Never mind, I'll find him. Looks like we'll just have to grab a beer in some club. Good night."
   I ambled towards the exit, and stepped into the cool night air.
   First stage's over.
   One minute later, I picked up the still unconscious Harper, carried him to my car, lay him on the ground for a second while I opened the trunk, before picking him up again and dropping him in.
   I closed the trunk, walked to the drivers side, got in, and engaging gear, drove away.
   
   Forty-Five minutes later, I slowed, as I arrived at a large, deserted field in the outskirts of the town. I bumped slowly over numerous potholes, and ruts until I had arrived at the middle of the field, and came to a shuddering stop.
   I left the engine running, got out, and walked to the trunk, unlocked it, and stepping back a pace, aimed the M9 right at his red, angry face. Seemingly he had woken up, and was probably very angry, judging by the torrent of unprintable swear words he spat at me, sitting in the cramped space.
  I let him rave, for a few seconds, then poked the pistol into his belly.
  "Shut up. I'm going to kill you."
  When he realized that I was serious, and that this wasn't some stupid teenage prank, the blood drained out of his face, assuming the colour of a dead fish.
  "You're a killer." he whispered hoarsely.
  "Right." I faked an empty, hitman smile. In reality, I felt sick. "You were going to betray us. Or should I say them. You were going to go to the Juárez Cartel, and that was unforgivable."
  He licked his ashen lips, too terrified to say anything. I hate when that happens. Every time before I pull the trigger, or stab with the knife, or choke with my hands, I always empty my mind completely; all thoughts, all regrets just vanish. My brain empties; then I take a life. I'm not even fully conscious of the act, as if I'm detached, watching myself execute a human being. 
  I pressed the muzzle of my pistol against his right cheek. He gazed at me with eyes that were sick with terror. I firmly pulled the trigger, and the gun discharged.
  Not much noise came, as a sort of seal had been created between the muzzle and the skin, and so the blast was expended into his body. Particles of unburnt powder exploded at the breech of the M9, peppering my gloved hands. A perforation of his skull was created as the projectile was fired, and the bullet, twisting and spiralling, particles of molten metal being thrown off as it traveled over a thousand feet per second, created multiple fractures of Harpers skull. The copper-jacketed lead bullet, mashed and fragmented into four pieces, penetrated left and laterally and finally lodged in the left temporalis muscle.
   In perfect unison, the slide and the barrel of the gun recoiled until the barrel's movement was arrested. Continuing backwards, the slide passed over the hammer, cocked it, and slammed against the receiver as the empty casing was seized and ejected onto the floor of the trunk. The slide sprung forward again, peeled off the next cartridge from the magazine, and forced it into the chamber, then relocked with the barrel. The gun was ready to take another life.
   There was nearly no blood or flesh on the ground, as I had positioned him so that all the gore would spatter into the car.
    I threw the gun into the trunk, closed the boot, went to the front, got in, and pressed the gas pedal to the floor
   
    I arrived at Farrikans residence a few hours later. I got out, waited at the bottom of the stairs, and waited for him..
    A few minutes, and Farrikan came down the steps, with a tall glass of champagne in his hand. He took a swig, threw the glass away over his shoulder, and shook my hand.
    "Thank you very much, Dom. The DEA, FBI, CIA, and many other people will all one day be grateful for you. We've just successfully infiltrated the cartel, and flipped some informers, and Harper was the only one who had been informed about this Black Ops. He would have been the cause for many deaths, and of one of the largest cocaine transportations in history. He had to die."
    I nodded, then ordered. "Destroy the car and whatever's in it completely. No trace can remain. You know what to do." 
    He nodded, shook my hand once more, called the butler, told him to first drive me home, then to torch the car completely.
   
   As soon as he'd left, the inevitable guilt and reasoning set in. I told myself that I had done what was needed; what had been necessary. I had killed a man so that better men could live. It was that simple.
   I opened my eyes, and saw the butler driving up in a new Volvo, and stop in front of me. I reached out slowly, opened the back door, and got in. The car accelerated, and I'm back on the road; to my family. My wife, my son, my home, my life. I was still alive. Another mans life had ended tonight. I cowered down,feeling like I was gonna vomit, the bile rising up in my constricted throat, my stomach knotting together.
    The never-ending horizon stretches across the windshield, its infinite expanses filled with countless, twinkling stars, all looking down, and wondering. Wondering about us, about me, maybe..or is that very narcisstic?
    I contemplate the heavens, hoping that one day, God won't turn away from me when I need him the most, when I stand at Heaven's Gates, and he just turns away. Because I wasn't deserving. Of his love, of his mercy. I hope I will never see that day.